dusk

It's tough when God comes crashing in, to set your heart on fire

And it's tough to keep this love alive, when stripped of your desire.

But we fight and strive to live the life, that you had hoped to lead

And we're drinking in your honor, even though you'll never leave us.

                                                                                                                                     - Flash, Midnight Youth

...

"But you are gone.

 Not for good, but for now.

 But gone for now, feels a lot like gone for good."

 -Happiness, The Fray



This is it.

I'm standing on the edge of a cliff.

And any minute the wind is going to blow me over.

I'm waiting for the one who is going to save me.

To snatch me up. To feel His arms around me.

I can not believe He hasn't come. 

Rain Fall

"If I cannot hear "the sound of rain' long before the rain falls, and then go out to some hilltop of the Spirit, as near to God as I can and have faith to wait there with my face between my knees, though six times or sixty times I am told "there is nothing", till at last there arises a little cloud out of the sea, then I know nothing of Calvary love."

-Amy Carmichael, missionary 

 (1867-1951)

"Beloved, by being faithful to me, you will gain possession of your soul."

- Luke 21:19

Be patient until you wings are grown.

"Therefore I will block her path with thornbushes;
   I will wall her in so that she cannot find her way.
She will chase after her lovers but not catch them;
   she will look for them but not find them.
Then she will say,
   ‘I will go back to my husband as at first,
   for then I was better off than now.’ "

- Hosea 2:6-7

eat. sleep. breathe. alone.

These last few days have taught me something - I need my breathing space. Like food and water, it's a necessity for me.